June 2013
Colosseum in Providence tonight! And then I’m leaving in the morning, finally. Time to RAGE and dance like it’s the last night of my life.
“I dreamed I was a butterfly, flitting around in the sky; then I awoke. Now I wonder: Am I a man who dreamt of being a butterfly, or am I a butterfly dreaming that I am a man?”
—Zhuangzi (via samsaranmusing)
realising that we’re almost halfway through the year 2013 and i have literally achieved nothing
May 2013
Thinking about plans for this fall…definitely going back to Santa Cruz for a week or so in September and meeting up with two of my friends who are going on a Cali road trip around that time. After that I want to find a place where I can develop the film that I’m going to shoot this summer; then if I want to keep doing the national park thing I could either work in Death Valley in California or go back to Arizona and work at the Grand Canyon. Or there’s a few dozen ski resorts in Cali, Colorado, Vermont, New Mexico etc that I’d love to spend the winter at, OR I may just buy a one way ticket to Hawaii and stay there as long as I can manage haha. There are also a few resorts in Big Sur, CA that I might apply to for the winter…going to Big Sur has been on my mind for a while and it would be a dream come true to live and work there. Next summer I really want to live in Santa Cruz and either work at the boardwalk amusement park or a restaurant or something and then…who knows! California dreamin’.
SOMEONE GIVE ME ACID
I was a shithead through most of high school
I wish I could chat with some old peers to prove that I’m not longer a shithead
well whatever I was a teenager so
same
Didn’t end up rolling last night, but as with all substances it seems like they only appear when they are meant to. Instead got 6 kinds of drunk in the bowels of Worcester with some of my best friends and got home as the sun was rising. Now I have one week left to pack and get my shit together and say peace out to everyone I love. I am beside myself with excitement and anxiety and happiness and heartbreak and everything else you can think of. Leaving is hard until you actually hit the road, and then it’s the easiest thing in the world.
“Try not to confuse attachment with love. Attachment is about fear and dependency, and has more to do with love of self than love of another. Love without attachment is the purest love because it isn’t about what others can give you because you’re empty. It is about what you can give others because you’re already full.”
—Unknown (via navillusnylamme)
Best way I’ve ever been introduced to someone: “He’s trippy like you” muahahaha
need to kick this sickness…we’ve got drugs to do!
